Consider building an alpaca lifestyle for yourself - where you will have a happier and meaningful life. You learn something new every day about nature and our world. You learn how intelligent alpacas are and how "humane" they are. You will get in touch with how precious life is. You will make wonderful friends - human and animal. You will definitely get in touch with what is important in life.
One day, a friend of mine came to visit and sat on a chair in the barn while I did chores. Honey Crystal went right over to her, nosing her, and blowing softly in her face. Honey would not leave my friend's side. Honey knew that my friend was sad and filled with worries. My friend was amazed at how much Honey Crystal empathized with her and tried to make her feel better. She has never forgotten that experience.